I think all of go through trails. Trails that question our faith, make our marriage stronger and make us realize how much we take everyday silly things for granted. My hubby and I are going through something almost out of a fiction novel. There are times when I simply sit down and pray and have a conversation with the Lord. Questions of why, questions of when, and what day……But the crazy thing about having a relationship with the Lord is that we are on a need to know basis. And right now I don’t need to know, at least not until the Lord has accomplished what He is trying to grow in me. A deeper love of my spouse, even thought I couldn’t have a better marriage our walk with the Lord through this trial is reshaping, remolding both of us into a Christ centered marriage. For this I am forever thankful. As a child I remember having to trust my parents in their decisions for me. I remember how hard it was to rely on someone who knew better than I. And in the end the lesson learned took me further than I could have imagined. But what He has planned further I cannot even pretend to fathom. I know his hand reaches farther, his blessing to touch out into our futures, and our lessons learned to hopefully be a blessing to others. There are times as a mommy I question on how this will affect our children? How will this grow our children into the woman and men of God the Lord will call them to be? And above all will the Lord use this for His glory and our children still be happy children of God? And then it comes back to choices and what we choose to do with what he has given us. So tonight Father I am asking for your guidence as your child, a wife and a mother. Make me into the woman of God that you have call me to be, the wife you have called to be, and the mother you have made and are creating me each day to be. Thank you my Father. I love you.
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